These are my thoughts today...
Sometimes it makes me sad that things can't stay the same. That the people I gave my heart to in the very beginning aren't near me anymore. The people I gave my heart to didn't need to give theirs back... theirs was here, with their families and homes; with their sons. And, for some reason, my heart has closed it's doors to the wonderful new people in my life. I'm trying to find the key to unlock it, but I think I must have given it away to those people who are now gone. I don't want to ask for it back; just sometimes, I want things to stay the same.
But, then I have to remind myself that some birds aren't meant to be caged. Their will is just too strong for the arms that want to hold them. And, when they fly away, the part of you that knows it was a sin to lock them up does rejoice. But still, the place you live in is all the more dull and empty without them.
I guess I just miss my friend.
H
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3 comments:
She misses you too, I am sure. Don't you get to see her once a week?
Im sorry that you are missing your friends but God puts people in our lives for a reason, so maybe you should try to open your heart and mind to his wisdom. I love you and miss you. A.L.
A.L. is very wise....open your heart and your mind Hil....that's what brought you the original friends in the first place, let God bring others to you now! Besides, you have such a BIG heart...why do you think that is so??? I love you!
Aunt Jenny
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